Progress?

I've been alternating between two play lists recently...

I.
And So It Goes - Billy Joel
The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice
There's a Fine, Fine Line - Avenue Q
Heartbreaking Love - Rhett Miller
Summer, Highland Falls - Billy Joel
I've Loved These Days - Billy Joel
Without You - Rent
It Can't Come Quickly Enough - Scissor Sisters
Long Way to Run - Collective Soul
Ma vie à l'heure (La toune de l'Ouest) - Les Respectables
Both Sides Now (Orchestral version) - Joni Mitchell
Still Fighting It - Ben Folds

II.
Travelin' Thru - Dolly Parton
Ma vie à l'heure (La toune de l'Ouest) - Les Respectables
Still Fighting It - Ben Folds
It Can't Come Quickly Enough - Scissor Sisters
The Promised Land - Bruce Springsteen
These Are Days - 10,000 Maniacs
Against the Wind - Bob Seger
Say Goodbye to Hollywood - Billy Joel

I've mostly switched over to listening to the second play list, moving away from the first's emphasis on emotional break-up like songs to the second's emphasis on moving on, coping, etc. Mostly. Not entirely. I may add Dido's White Flag to the second one, though.

It's not been quite two weeks yet. I still haven't seen him, though I've spoken to him a couple of times.

I still keep asking myself why and I'm still not satisfied with the answers.